I'm going to school

This fall.....September 17th I'll be going back to school. I've scheduled all my classes and I'm anxiously awaiting to hear back about my student loan. I applied for a student loan before looking at the price of books.....which is ridiculous!!! I'm also waiting for MTC to get my college transcript. With it, I'm hoping to not take English and any math courses. I did take my math Compass test again. I needed to get a 41 on my algebra to get into the Pharmacy program. I got a 75 on the algebra and even tested into the college algebra! Totally amazing and exciting!!! The funny thing was once I got a book from the library, I didn't put it down till I finished the book....a book on Algebra. Dave was walking around the house saying "nerd" as he would go by me. :) I know he is excited for me and he's happy to see me doing something to challenge myself.
So for now, I'm officially a MTC student. I just have to wait for all the above to come through and not do much until September. That will be nice because I can focus on my girls going to school at the end of August. Last year's transition to 1st grade for Taylor was very straining. She's already said she doesn't want to go to 2nd grade....I'm just hoping she won't act out as much as she did last year. I'm not sure what to think about Jamie. Sometimes she surprises me with how she acts. A few weeks ago she had to have a tooth removed because it was so badly decayed. I figured I'd be holding her down the whole time....but she never flinched. The week that followed she had to have a cavity fixed....not as tramatic as having a tooth pulled....and she freaked out!! So who knows how school will go for her. I just know it will be difficult to manage my own school jitters with my girls's anxiety as well.
This year is going to be hard....I already know this. I don't think I've prayed for patience or help lately...but I know I'm going to have plenty of opportunities to get more patience and have to ask for help (which is not my thing, I have a hard time asking for help from anyone). But that's all I can say on all this school stuff....I don't want to freak myself out about it anymore than I already have. :)